Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Lucy, I'm HOME
It did my heart good to spend four days with the two people on the planet who have known me the longest and love me the best. It did my spirit good to be totally my self.
This morning when I hit the shower I'll have to practice getting back into my regular persona which is not my care free vacationing at my brothers house person. There really are no other women besides my sister in law that I can talk to about anything and everything in my head. I miss them the most in that respect.
My life here is good though and I am grateful for the many people that I have become close to, but none of them knew me pre-sobriety, pre-middle age, pre-wore down from life.
I'm ready to start my work week albeit one day late, but there is a touch of sadness in my heart and a yearning to run back to North Carolina for one more morning on the back porch with the two people I love best.