Friday, July 6, 2012
Yesterday, my eleven year old co-worker interviewed for an open position in my company. Ten years ago I would have been all over that job. I am enjoying the peace that has finally settled in my spirit about work. I understand and accept the fact that I don't want to climb anymore. The beautiful part is that I want this child to succeed. I want to help her if she gets the job and I assure you there was a time (even in sobriety) that I would have had a strong desire to sabotage her efforts. God has just settled something in me and I am so grateful for the peace that comes along with it. Being "me" feels good enough for the first time in a long long time. I don't feel too old for a new and challenging job, I feel to settled for the race.