If I felt like it was appropriate (meaning no one I know would ever see it) I could go into some family drama that would have people tuning in daily to see what the hell happens next. Lord have mercy there is one shit storm after another spinning all around me. The great news is that I'm not in the center of any of it. Yahoooo. A lot of it effects me but nothing I can say or do will affect the outcome so I'm just "being." (effect/affect?)
Sometimes, I just hate to be alone with myself in a bathroom stall. It's like all the demons come into my brain to torment me because no one else is around.
I love mac and cheese mixed with field peas and A-1 sauce....well with cornbread too of course.
I went to a meeting in a re-hab facility last night. An older woman of about 60 said "I'm very confused about the last 10 years. I understand that I've been drunk for most of it, but I'm not sure who kept pouring it, I didn't recognize my own hand on the bottle."