Ahhh I slept till 7:00am, and it feels good!
OK update: the surgeon can not get an OR room until Friday Dec.23rd. Yesterday morning sober daughter called in melt down, husband says he can not take any more of her melt downs, depression and never ending medical emergencies and said he wants his life back. I throw on my clothes and go over there (he was gone) and we spent the day together. We decided that he had had his meltdown and not to view it as the end of the world or their marriage it was just every ones emotions coming to a head. He went to their AA club and so she and I got to work. I had one side of a sink to work with but plenty of hot water and cleaning supplies. We found a soothing water something or other CD, put that on, cleaned, talked, cried, took coffee breaks, sat out in the grass and talked about God, cleaned some more, cried etc. His mother came over to bring her some comfy slippers and I've only met her once, but she started cleaning and crying with us. She talked about how immature her son was but that he had the most wonderful caring spirit like my daughter. We had a cleaning, healing day of it. I took her to Goodwill to buy a new blouse, then she called her husband and suggested a dinner out (that the mother in law and I were springing for) and it would be a meal with no conversation about money or medical issues and he agreed. I left and came home. She text me at 11:00pm and said they were going to a sober jam (she plays guitar) where there was going to be dominoes played too (he plays dominoes) and she said text "Ma-did you know that God always uses you to talk to me when I am crazy?"
Today I will re-group my roller coaster emotions of the week. I will go to a meeting, I will do my laundry for the week, pay some bills, maybe watch a movie on TV. I may or may not get out of my pajamas. Unless she calls of course and the whole thing starts again which is always a possibility but I feel strong today, and God's grace is all over me.