Wednesday, September 21, 2011

God knows what's going on

Maybe you think that when you cough or laugh or move that absolutely nothing is happening in your groin area; you would be mistaken.  ;-)

Yesterday was nice being home.  I spent a lot of time in my husbands recliner working on spirit cloth sewing and trying to read "Welding for Dummies."  I said "ouch" and "omg" a lot.

I'm going back to work today which is good and bad.....ya know.

My son in law called at 10:00 last night to tell me that my youngest daughter (the 4 yrs. sober one) was being admitted into the hospital with asthma.  They tried to keep her decline from me over the past few days with my tests going on.  Good grief, we just can't seem to catch a break around here.

I have a little bit of an overwhelmed feeling going on.  I'm feeling behind at work, at home, with bills and now with my daughter.  This is when I know to keep my feet firmly planted in the precise moment of time that I'm living in.  It's the best way to keep from fretting, hand wringing and making things larger than they really are. 

I'm grateful to know that the next hour is simply showering and dressing for work, it is not scheduled for worrying and phone calls.  God is keenly aware of what I need to do today and I just need to be willing to let him guide me through it.


Mary Christine said...

Oh Pammie, you are so precisely and beautifully Pammie. I hope that pain goes away soon. And all the worry too.

Syd said...

I do my best to be planted in this moment, but sometimes the moment isn't the greatest either. Take care, Pammie.

Lou said...

I'm seriously coming down there and putting all of you on a tofu and soy sprouts regimen.

Patty said...

Oh Pam! Get well soon! Tofu and sprouts!!!! Yuck!