Tuesday, March 6, 2012
Off the wagon-face down in the salsa
At 1:00 pm yesterday after walking 2 miles on my lunch break I had a "knowin'" that I could no longer resist the call of chili rellenos. I called my sponsee that talks too much and asked her if she would like to meet me after work at my favorite Mexican food place and she said yes. I ate guacamole salad, chips, salsa, chili relleno, cheese enchiladas, rice, refried beans and ice tea. I came home and had two pieces of banana nut bread with butter then went to bed. I felt I had to. I felt I could not resist another moment. It was delicious. I have my regular diet breakfast and lunch packed for the day and I feel fine about going back to the diet. I do not know moderation, I just don't. It's all or nothing. It's eat like there is no tomorrow or diet. Portion control is rocket science.
I wish I had a couple of chickens in my backyard..........no, I don't want to eat them, I just would like some fresh egg whites in my tuna salad today. Well....OK...chicken Kiev sounds pretty damn good.