Tuesday, January 3, 2012
And the world begins again
I think that after a four day holiday, one should go back to work with a clean house left behind. Nothing like that happened here and it makes me feel a little pissy at myself this morning. I'm so anxious to go back to work where actual professional cleaning people empty my trash and clean the bathrooms.
I am feeling fearful this morning about some things coming up (medical needs, kid needs, legal needs) because I know they are going to happen no matter how much I ignore the sound of their footsteps coming.
I can stop none of it but this knowledge does not prevent my fretting. None of it is happening today, but I have to start preparing at some point. Where is the "some point" though? That's the tough part for me.
Oh well. Today it feels good to get back to work, see my co-workers and feel some normalcy in the day again.
I will pray this morning for courage about events coming up that I cannot change. I will ask Gods assistance in focusing on the day I'm in. I will go out of my way to make sure that the people who are important to me know it. I will show appreciation to those who are kind and loving to me and I will thank God for putting them in my life.